May
19th
Wed
19th
Such a polite conversation…
Southgate: … Also, I’m sure being starved of oxygen and getting jerked off is fucking brilliant (or to die for!) but Im not sure Ill ever find anyone to assist me…
Brenton: I had a dream once where I had tied a belt to a ceiling fan to autoerotically asphyxiate myself with. I slipped and the belt broke but slashed my neck. Blood was pissing out everywhere and I was naked. I ran and got a sheet of paper and I wrote “Wasn’t…” But I stopped… I knew I didn’t have long to live but I didn’t know whether to write that I wasn’t wanking or wasn’t committing suicide. The dream stopped cause I lost consciousness…